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Lately, I've been collecting little realizations and stowing them away in some part of me that feels the need to be patched up and made sense of. I wish everyone could just figure out who it is they are.
I dream about a home hemmed in by black eyed susans
Softy guarded by the scent of books read and loved
I'm serenaded by the voices of people who share my heart, but will never know it
Tender words stories promises of love not meant for me
The selfishness of youth which demands that everything be equated to love
The frightening feeling that it might not solve everything
But i think that it would be enough to have a plant growing in the kitchen window
The afternoon light each day touching the world with golden light
The hidden paths in the forests are lined in green red and amber
It's okay to rest a while, to dream of the warmth that's on it's way. |
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| It feels so good to sit with wet hair! Lately I can hardly stand to take a hair dryer to my head. It's just so loud and abraisive. Being married sounds really nice. I think I would like it a lot. let's sit together a while
let's be blown by the cooling breeze. |
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| I just made a bunch of cupcakes, and one of them overflowed (overflew? nah) all over the place! Oh goodness. I need something to care about. |
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| I'm feeling extremely blue considering the first grade I have for pre-cal this semester is a 64. I must be doing something completely wrong. Why is it so difficult for me?? It's hard to make myself care.
My poor little puppy is really sick. It's sad, he just shivers all the time and pukes like 20 times a day and looks pathetic. They say he might have pancreatitis (?) oh no!
Well, on a happy note to make myself feel more cheerful, I'm going here this summer!! (amongst other places) And if I talk to you about it I'm not trying to brag I'm just really really excited and want to tell you about it.
The land of waffles!!
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| So i'm supposed to write my first "article" for the paper, but i keep putting it off because i don't really know how to start it, and the story's pretty boring and i've never done news writing and blah blah blah and yeah. i guess i just want to make a good impression and i'm kinda nervous or something. i enjoy people with nice speaking voices. i wish i had a really great voice, one that people like listening to when they read stuff and thats sounds like toffee or something. chet baker had a great voice, i'm telling you. speaking of which im hungry. madison "i'm reading four books at once, i think i need to slow down" norris |
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